Oh im so sick of everyone and their religions. I know enough people bitch about this so if you're sick of it this is your last chance to stop reading. The thing I think I hate the most is their need to make everyone share their beliefs or at the very least announce them to everyone else. One of my college professors finished off his introduction to the class with this quote: "and I would just like to finish by saying that at a very young age I accepted the lord, Jesus Christ, as my saviour. So, does anyone have any questions?" After I finished laughing as quietly as possible into the sleeve of my sweatshirt and dried the tears from my eyes, I felt very annoyed. I mean, im just as firm with my beliefs of nothingness or atleast something that hasnt been thought of, but I dont feel the need to be like hey whats up, im Ben and I believe in nothing, you should too so I can make you my mind slave in a cult i just started in my dorm. I wanted to say something, but realized my grade was at stake so I was forced to sell out.

Part two of my aggrivation comes from the ignorance and stupidity of christians. How could there be a divine power? What kind of supreme, righteous being would have created us, only to later give us rules we have to live by like some kind of parent that we cant escape and if we disobey and make a few mistakes his supremely stubborn ass will damn us to an infinitey of torture and suffering. Not even to mention the inevitable confusion and pain that makes up a large majority of life. I mean as far as I know, most people spend the majority of their time trying to escape or detach themselves from reality. What kind of absurd divine plan does that fit into? If this time now is just a stepping stone for a better future, who is to say that the lives of the people of the future outweigh the lives of those who live now? If I was god I would also be a little more liberal with my usage of lighting bolts. Especially towards my own hipporcatic cultist followers. Oh and you have to love how its so "cool to be christian" and all the kids go to church together between weekends of drunken, drugged out, mindless sexual behaviors. If all these people are the "chosen ones" who will be occupying heaven, then thanks, im gonna go hang in hell with the people who are capable of thought. Seriously though, why is it that all of the smartest people I know despise religion? Is this a cooincidence? Ok well now im going to go sleep because I haven't for a long time and im starting to give in, if anyone reads this please comment, whether it is good or bad, id love to hear support but wouldnt mind arguing an idiot into a state of retardation.